A month has gone by since you left me...

What's new so far? Singapore's Independence Day was over. The opening ceremony of YOG2010 - Youth Olympic Games 2010 also was over. The 1st YOG that is hosted by Singapore. Awesome! But all in all, I still remember you, my dear... Having you away so far from me, make me so lonely. Each morning & night I feel at my most vulnerable toward LONELINESS... Dear, I truly miss you like crazy, but the Lord says life has to go on. I will meet you again some day. Oh well... Life on earth can be so torturing...

This is the song I 1st heard when my late dear and I both attended his church - EPCC, Penang, for the 1st time in 2009. A song I sang out loud...

080810 A day to be happy...

Sebastian & Sharon Teong at age 3 and half years

I'm blessed to be a GODMOTHER starting from today onwards... Yes! Thank God for His blessing. I hope to see my godchildren soon... I miss them a lot. They have always been in my mind since their daddy has gone home to be with the Lord. Please pray for me that some day I'll guide them... teach them... with all my love, with God's love.

I am blessed...

I am blessed to be loved and in love with someone as special as Jerry.

I am blessed to experience a meaningful and true love with Jerry.

I am blessed to enjoy a blissful relationship with Jerry despite the short moment.

I am blessed to be there for Jerry until his final journey on earth.

I am blessed to be part of Jerry's family despite the non-paper of certification.

I am blessed to have my good close friends with me during my darkest moment.

I am blessed to have my family's support despite their objection against our relationship.

I am blessed to be part of Christ's family.

I am blessed to be blessed for all the reasons of my life that would be at God's will.

Thank You Lord for I am blessed with Your unfailing love and everlasting mercy.

Ooh, hmm

Here in the silence I say a prayer

Though I've never seen you somehow I know you're there

You're in the faces of the people that I meet

You're as silent as the Earth beneath my feet

So if I should complain that all I have is not enough

Forgive me, I've been given so much

And I am blessed, every time I look into my baby's eyes

I think of all the friends who've touched my life

I realise in a world where some have more and some have less

I have love and I am blessed

So many changes this world can put you through

Sometimes it's hard to find a way if a heart can get confused

But then I hold you and it all falls into place

You've given me what time cannot erase

So when I'm feeling down or feel sorry for myself

I look around and it's easy to tell

That I am blessed, every time I look into my baby's eyes

I think of all the friends who touched my life

I realise in a world where some have more and some have less

I have love and I am blessed

Every time I look into my baby's eyes

I realise I think of all the friends who touched my life

And I am blessed (I am blessed)

Every time I look into my baby's eyes (I look into your eyes)

I think of all the friends who have touched my life

I realise (I realise) you've given me such peace and happiness

In this world where some have more and some have less

I am loved

And I am blessed

~Eternal~

My true feeling for you...

What I have with you is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing you, and the pain I feel from not having you close. It is worth it because you are my one and only true love. When I picture myself years from now, I see only you. No matter how painful distance can be, not having you in my life would be worse. Until death do us part.

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

I am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place! That must be me...

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I feel sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I wish I was there curled up by your side, Time passes, But not fast enough, I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough, When I feel your embrace it will be all right, But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!