Lots of challenges ahead of me...

On Sunday the 7th, I sprained my lower back when assisting the kids of age 3-4 to toilet from Sparklight (Lighthouse Sunday School). Was in pain, but I prayed to God for easing my pain which worked for next few days. Went for acupuncture on Thursday the 11th. Boy, do I feel so numb with the needles poking at 7 positions. I felt better and text messaged my sister, Rosalin & my dad, so that they will not worry about my back. Then I received news which I never expected from dad, Rosalin has been hospitalised for vomiting. I was shocked and I kept praying in my heart for God's mercy. I cannot take it anymore, if anything happen to my sister. I'm not even over with Jerry's demise, and here come another heartbreaking news about my sister's condition. She is in her late 2nd trimester of pregnancy. Dad shared about my sister's condition which sound quite severe. For 2 nights, I've been crying... I just can't stop my tears from flowing, thinking about Jerry, my sister, and her unborn baby. What have I done to see them going thru such suffering? Seeing my parents suffering also hurt me so deeply down in my heart. I cannot take it. I ask my Lord, may the suffering be upon me and not my family. John 14:14 - If I ask anything in Jesus's name, He will do it. At the moment of darkness and pain, I could not find anyone to talk to... None other than God. I spent hours talking to God, crying out to Him... it's almost like half cup full of my tears. And now my eyes are swollen from so much tearing.

Today, the 13th on Saturday, I called my dad to know how's my sister doing. At 12pm, my sis has gone in to the operating theatre. Oh Lord... Be with her. Be mercy. I waited for calls. Sobbing and blowing my nose... At 4+pm, my dad called to said the endoscopy was successful. The specialists detected the cause of the problem. A twisted intestine that caused her days of constipation and vomiting, even to cause the baby almost death. Mother and baby are well when the specialist came out of the op theatre to inform my parents. Thank God for His endless mercy. Thank God for hearing my cries. I cried with joy thanking God non-stop. Praise the Lord!!! Thank you Lord Jesus. All the glory to You.